a deeper me

Tonight while I was blog-stalking my friends, a particular blog caught my attention. It was the blog of an old, dear friend of mine. The idea of her post came from the blog of her friend, who came from the blog of another friend, I believe. Anyway, I loved it and decided I wanted to do it, too. Its a countdown about myself! Its random, but its cute. 

Read if you'd like to or go ahead and ignore this post. I'll still think you're cool because you read this far...

Now, I'll begin:

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say To 10 Different People

1. You'll never understand what your friendship means to me and what you've done for my happiness.

2. Thank you for talking to me and making me feel amazing when you didn't even have to acknowledge me.

3. I love you with every fiber of my being. 

4. I desperately wish you'd take a hint.

5. We better stay friends forever and ever and ever because you're my other half and the thought of living without you gets me emotional.

6. I wish you saw how incredible, beautiful and special you are. You're as close to perfect as they come.

7. I miss the way things used to be between us.

8. From the moment I laid eyes on you I was drawn to you and felt a strong connection.

9. I miss spending every day with you doing nothing but laugh.

10. I admire the way you live life so optimistically and spiritually and never let anything get you down.

Nine Things About Myself

1. Food scares me.

2. I'm a yoga-junky.

3. I say I love to run, but during the first few minutes of running, I HATE it.

4. You may never get me to admit it, but I like college.

5. I want to live the rest of my life getting people healthy and active.

6. I'm not as shy as people assume I am.

7. I'm a closet cry-baby.

8. I would shop 24/7 if I could.

9. Even though I'm nowhere near marriage, I'm so stressed out about finding my wedding dress.

Eight Ways To Win My Heart

1. Be honest. Always.

2. Sing to me and I'm yours.

3. Support me in my dreams no matter how dorky or far-fetched they may be.

4. Follow through with your promises.

5. Have ambition and be excited about life.

6. Don't be afraid to be silly and laugh at things.

7. Give me a few moments that would be seen in a lovey dovey movie.

8. Have an open mind but keep your standards. (also, have standards)

Seven Things That Cross My Mind A Lot

1. I need to work out.

2. I wonder what my future will be like.

3. He's cute/hot/handsome/gorgeous/etc.

4. Lyrics

5. One day I'll try _______ (usually something i see)

6. I need to write that down.

7. Significant people in my life.

Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep

1. Pray

2. Read my scriptures

3. Wash my face/brush my teeth

4. Write in my journal

5. Yoga

6. Think about everything. A lot.

Five People Who Mean  A Lot

1. Daddy

2. Mommy

3. Savannah Klaire

4. Adeline Kayde

5. Every single one of my friends...(its seriously impossible for me to put just one name here)

Four Things I'm Wearing

1. Disneyland sweats

2. Pink and white shirt

3. Glasses

4. A sparkly ring

Three Songs I Listen To Often

1. Just A Kiss -Lady Antebellum

2. I Wouldn't Mind -He is We

3. Turning Tables -Gwenyth Paltrow (originally by Adele)

Two Things I Want To Do Before I Die

1. Go on a service trip somewhere outside of the US

2. Write a book

One Confession

1. I was born terribly worrisome. I can stress myself out to high heaven due to worrying whether it be about myself, a loved one, or a stranger I saw on the street who looked like they were having a bad day or needed help or some luck. I will think and worry about me/that particular person for hours/days/weeks.